No no drama.. I don' want no drama

Silence!... I KILL you!..

So I have a very rare day off work and I thought I'd grace all you lovely people with my presence coz I know you've all missed me soooooooo much! I have absolutely nothing to talk about.. coz I don't have a life.. work is my life.. 6 days a week.. and yet social drama has still managed to sneak its way into my working relationships.. god I hate drama.. this is why I lived with boys, girls are crazy..

Anyhoo, so tomorrows gonna be interesting.. Its gonna be the first day I see the certain someone since the 'incident' on Saturday. It should be fine.. maybe a bit awkward at first.. but it'll be grand. Unless she brings it up again.. then I may go into shut down mode. I can't handle talking about that kinda shit face to face. I'm not gonna be able to look at her. And shes gonna do the 'poor me' routine and sulk and I'm gonna feel bad until I catch myself on and tell her to wise the fuck up. Ugh.. Oh and to make it worse I accidently told one of the guys in work who's close to her a snippet by typing in the wrong msn window. Fucking rookie mistake! I'm such a n0000b. I really hope he's forgotten all about it coz if he mentions it at all to her I'm fucked.. Royally.. *sigh* Why do I have to be so goddamn adorable?!

On another completely different note, tomorrow just so happens to be our 14 month anniversary.. and my brothers birthday.. but who cares about that.. anniversary yay! AND.. only a month til I get to see my baby again :D for 6 whole months! Oh my gaawwwwd, excited!

time for a real update..

ok I haven't really updated in a while..just random bits I find funny...so here's a video to make it up to you.

anybody wanna make a video like that with me?...pleeeeease? anyways..school has been crazy busy with finals coming up and all my projects coming to an end. I've got to present like..4 major projects in the next two weeks. its a biiiitch! It doesnt help that i've been sick with the monkey pox..but im better, just in time to get my ass kicked by school. So thats pretty much my life right now. *sigh* anyways...the only good news from the monkey pox is that i lost some weight...and my abs are coming back. which is awesome..so now im going to try and keep in shape. just you wait..my abs will be uh-ma-zing. heehee. So what's up with all of you? I feel as if we haven't talked in forever! gawd.. whats new? whats the scoop? ...please indulge me...i have to study for finals soon..and i need some more material for procrastinating...

--Paradox