Over and out.

Never Say Never

No need.

It's amazing the lengths some people go to avoid you.. *sigh*

Come Home

Spring cleaning

It's amazing the things you find when you're cleaning. I was bored today so I decided to clean out one of the office shelf stacks so I can get it the fuck out of my way, and amoung the usual shite I found a random little gem. I had to look through a huge pile of blank CD's to find it, and naturally it was the very last one, but it was just so random it made it all worth it. It's an unmarked CD, with two untitled songs from 1st January 1995. Yes that's right, 14 years ago. Wtf?! First of all how in gods name do I still have this? Secondly, why was my brother burning it at 1am on New Years Eve? Maybe it wasn't him... maybe someone burned it for him.. but why New Years? And how have I just found this now? Hmm.. the questions are endless.
Anyway, what it is is two different versions of 'Wild Horses'. One is the original Rolling Stones version that I don't have anymore since my 'Sticky Fingers' album has gone walkies, and the other is The Sundays version that I do have but I haven't listened to in donkeys since it's on my forbidden playlist.

*Sigh*

Ok that's probably not at all interesting to you, but I thought it was pretty remarkable that I still had a burned CD from '95.. and that song as well.. hmm.. I don't even remember when we got our first PC. Did we have a PC in '94? We must've... Fuck I wish I had a better memory.

EDIT: Actually on second thoughts we didn't have a PC in '94. Our first PC had Windows 95 on it and that didn't come out til Aug '95. I think I was still rockin' my mums PowerBook 100 and the old BBC computer that she had stored under her wardrobe at that stage. Ohhh the memories! I can't believe she threw it away last year when I wasn't home. What a sin!

Brain mush

Have you ever felt like your brain is rotting in your head? No? Just me then. Usually I can feed it tea and it goes away but this is a post nap headache that don't take no shit. Meeeeeeh.

I also slit my finger open trying to open the paté this afternoon. Good day! It wasn't even worth it.. it tasted like the smell of cow sheds. Not pleasant. Weirdly enough it doesn't hurt though, I think the death of my brain is overshadowing it.

In other news: I really want a football. I should really get off my ass and go buy one, then I could go down to the farm and play with my dog. I also need to go buy paint for my room.. and start grooming the horse.. and get a job.. ugh so many things to do.

StumbleQuote

"Spiteful words may hurt your feelings, but silence breaks your heart." ~Anonymous

Hellooo sweet music!

Music is my friend again hurray! It's been a loooong time. I haven't been able to face it for quite a while. But that concert on Monday seems to have awoken the passion in me. I haven't been able to get enough, I even learned a song on the piano! I haven't played the piano for like 4 years!

I watched Once the other day. It's been sitting in my bookmarks for ages but I randomly took the notion to watch it the other night. It's an interesting film.. not exactly what I was expecting but the music in it is beautiful. Glen Hansard is an amazing song writer. Now I've known about 'Falling Slowly' for quite a while, I've listened to it quite a bit, but something about that film made me want to learn it. That's big. In fact that's pretty huge. I never go near the piano. Even when I was still going to lessions I didn't even really play it. I used to do a quick 15/20min practice before my lession and that was me. And that was when I was doing cool jazzy pieces. I enjoyed it, I just never really had the urge to learn. I did try to learn some songs a while back but I got bored after a few mintues and gave up. But not this time, oh no.. I was determined. Plus it was pretty easy so I couldn't complain that it was too hard and I couldn't do it. It's amazing how good it feels. To be doing something creative again.. it's nice. I have the next song ready and waiting to go, I just want to perfect this one first. And I still have all the old ones in the piano stool so I might hoke those out again and give them another go. We shall see.