Feeeeeeelings..

*sing song voice* I can't deal with my feeeeeelings... They are driving me insaaaaaaane.. *

So it's 1.08am and I still haven't packed... or sorted anything out... and I have no real desire to.. well, I want it done but I just can't face doing it right now.. I'm in the 'dark place'.. I'm not a fan of the dark place, but I'm hoping in about 16hrs I will be happy. I will be with my boy.. my boy makes me happy.. not happy that I have to share a room with him, but happy all the same. I've missed him.. he brings me out of myself.. I need that.. I need to have some fun.. and get out of this soul sucking house..

Apparently there's a ghost in my house.. some Edwardian lady.. in my room.. and kind of in the living room. My lady got a bit weird today and informed me of this. Not that it's the first time she's cropped up.. A few months ago my mum and my bro's gf heard some lady talking to my niece over the baby monitor and nearly shat themselves. She was in my room. Yay me. My room has always been deathly cold.. figures. Though it may not be my room much longer since my mum is giving me her room to see if I can sleep better in there, yayaaah! Double bed here I come!