*Twitch*

I really wish my left eye would stop twitching, it's annoying the shit out of me. It's been a week and a half and it's STILL doing it. I know it's from exhaustion, you don't need to keep reminding me! And I would love to sleep but I just can't, ok?! Gaaah.. I'm sure the bad dreams aren't helping any. They're pretty fucked up. Well.. last nights was. The first one just made me really angry but you know, considering the content that's understandable. *sigh* I wish I could just turn my brain off. It would make me a lot happier. I just can't stop thinking about her.. especially the last couple of days. It's driving me insane. I think it's coz my mum's away though and I'm in the house by myself. Not that I've seen her since I got back, but at least I knew she was here.

*gets distracted*

Lol apparently it's bad luck if your left eye twitches. GREAT! Coz my luck has been just wonderful of late. Maybe I'll break my leg or something.. that would just be the cherry on top of my shit heap of a life. Oh it's an asian myth! Even better! Omg there's actually a website called twitchingeyelids.com... wtf?

"A twitch in the lower left eyelid means you can expect to cry soon." - Been there, done that
"There’s yet another one that claims a twitching eyelid means someone is gossiping about you." - Probably
"If you generally wear ninja costumes your twitching will be even more mysterious." - Oh all the time!

Anyway.. Why is it only when you're depressed that almost all the songs you hear actually have personal meaning to you? Or you'll be sitting thinking of something and the next thing you know you have some cheesey love song playing in your head that just perfectly fits your situation. Or so you think.. Well the one in my head does anyway. It's been there for a couple of days. I randomly catch myself singing it and want to punch myself in the head. I need to start listening to background music again.. Something happy and uptempo. Or I could just play the DS more.. that works too.