Weird ass dreams

The subconscious mind is a strange place.. I dreamt I was getting married to an old friend from primary school last night.. in a church.. by a priest.. which wouldn't be weird at all except for the fact I was marrying a WOMAN! It was the most awesome ceremony ever though. It was kinda informal, people were wearing costumes and had face paint on and shit, and they were coming and going as they pleased, and it was just really relaxed and cool. If I ever get married I totally want it to be like that! Anyway, we were sitting in the corner of the church in the aisle on bar stools, and everybody else was sitting in the pews, and everything was fine.. until they started the ceremony and it slowly started to dawn on me that this wasn't what I wanted. I started getting really hot and flustered, and I was trying to catch my mum's eye (who was the furthest away from me for some odd reason. They put me next to my aunt who kept telling me to stop fiddling with my collar lol wtf?!), but she wouldn't look at me! This went on for a while and I was FREAKING out. I was so fucking hot I thought I was going to pass out. And all I kept thinking was "I can't do this.. This isn't the person I want to marry... What if that person wants to marry me one day? I can't be married to her.. omg mother please look at me.. I need to get out of here!" So after my mum walks past several times, I finally lose my shit and burst out sobbing. And she was like "I think she's going to be sick" lol. Uhhh NO! I was desperate for you to get me the fuck out of there woman! Jeez..

I've dreamt about people from school a lot recently, which is kinda weird since I haven't seen them in years. I don't know if it's because of what happened recently that it's bringing up a load of people from my past.. who knows..